Text to Adi and Roxy 07.06.09
sent 11:45am
Rigby came back last night.
Rigby came back last night.
March 2010
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Feb. 22nd, 2010
Text to Roxy 07.05.09
Sent 1:29 am
DUDE WE FREAKING WON! YOU HAVE TO COME TO THE SHOW NEXT WEEK!
DUDE WE FREAKING WON! YOU HAVE TO COME TO THE SHOW NEXT WEEK!
Oct. 19th, 2009
Oct. 4th, 2009
.002 - How did we get here? I used to know you so well.
[PRIVATE BLOG ENTRY]
Because I misplaced my actual journal... again, I'm going to write here rather than in my lyric notebook where snoopy brothers who like to crash at my apartment could find it. Because if Sonny found out about this, he'd kill me. Hunt him down and then kill him too. Not that I'm thinking I'll see him any time soon. God, I miss him.
Who, you might ask, dear computer screen? He shall remain nameless for now. Not because I don't trust you, but I really just don't want to even type it out. Hurts too much. And I knew it was going to end. Really, he travels too much for him to stick around all the time. It's not his way and I knew that from the beginning. But I miss him. A lot. He was special. And trust me, I've tried to get over him. But I couldn't. I dated a few guys since then but it didn't take. They weren't him.
We spoke just before LoM. Told him I was thinking of moving back home, that LA wasn't really working out anymore. I doubt someone like him would end up in Scarlet Oaks. A girl can dream, but still. I have to be realistic. At least he's still sweet when I talk to him. Maybe I should call him.... No, I'm going to be good. No more mooning.
I doubt I'll ever see him again. So I shouldn't be thinking about him. I really shouldn't. But he's not like other guys! I know, I know. I'm sure you internet journals here that a lot and snicker to yourselves in server land, but he really is different. Any other guy wouldn't have treated me the way he did that first night we were together. God, that night was amazing. And he didn't completely wig out when he found out I was a fire, which is totally a nice plus, right? ..... I'm hopeless, aren't I?
I completely blame the music that was playing at work. Some stupid Jennifer Lopez song and all of a sudden, I'm stuck on boy mode. It's stupid. I know he cares, and he's always there when I call him. I'm pretty sure he doesn't always pick up the phone for other people. But I don't know what to do. I feel like calling him, just wanting to hear his voice. I sound completely pathetic, don't I? I just really, really miss him. And I'm not the type to get that way over a guy or just any guy. He's special. Seriously.
.... I think it's time I smother myself with my pillow. Or write a song. Probably the song writing. Smothering really isn't fun at all. Maybe I should just try to get the angst out that way. It's not something I tried in relation to him. It's gotta work. Something's got to.
[/PRIVATE BLOG ENTRY]
Because I misplaced my actual journal... again, I'm going to write here rather than in my lyric notebook where snoopy brothers who like to crash at my apartment could find it. Because if Sonny found out about this, he'd kill me. Hunt him down and then kill him too. Not that I'm thinking I'll see him any time soon. God, I miss him.
Who, you might ask, dear computer screen? He shall remain nameless for now. Not because I don't trust you, but I really just don't want to even type it out. Hurts too much. And I knew it was going to end. Really, he travels too much for him to stick around all the time. It's not his way and I knew that from the beginning. But I miss him. A lot. He was special. And trust me, I've tried to get over him. But I couldn't. I dated a few guys since then but it didn't take. They weren't him.
We spoke just before LoM. Told him I was thinking of moving back home, that LA wasn't really working out anymore. I doubt someone like him would end up in Scarlet Oaks. A girl can dream, but still. I have to be realistic. At least he's still sweet when I talk to him. Maybe I should call him.... No, I'm going to be good. No more mooning.
I doubt I'll ever see him again. So I shouldn't be thinking about him. I really shouldn't. But he's not like other guys! I know, I know. I'm sure you internet journals here that a lot and snicker to yourselves in server land, but he really is different. Any other guy wouldn't have treated me the way he did that first night we were together. God, that night was amazing. And he didn't completely wig out when he found out I was a fire, which is totally a nice plus, right? ..... I'm hopeless, aren't I?
I completely blame the music that was playing at work. Some stupid Jennifer Lopez song and all of a sudden, I'm stuck on boy mode. It's stupid. I know he cares, and he's always there when I call him. I'm pretty sure he doesn't always pick up the phone for other people. But I don't know what to do. I feel like calling him, just wanting to hear his voice. I sound completely pathetic, don't I? I just really, really miss him. And I'm not the type to get that way over a guy or just any guy. He's special. Seriously.
.... I think it's time I smother myself with my pillow. Or write a song. Probably the song writing. Smothering really isn't fun at all. Maybe I should just try to get the angst out that way. It's not something I tried in relation to him. It's gotta work. Something's got to.
[/PRIVATE BLOG ENTRY]
Sep. 27th, 2009
Ramblings of a Musical Redhead - .001: June 16, 2009
Hey hey, all you crazy cats out there in cyberland! I promise I have not died nor have I fell off the planet. Rather I have left LA, relocating from sunny California to my home state of Michigan. It's not so bad, I swear. I've missed this place. And, now that I've settled into my new apartment, I'm back with my thoughts on music.
I have not listened to this week's new releases, so don't ask. I've got a small playlist that's been stuck in my head and managed to find it's way on to my iPod. But I'll get to that in a minute. First, my wonderful brothers have decided that they wanted a female lead singer in their band so guess who's back in the band business? That's right, me, Fina. God, I'm so excited. Keep your ears ready for Echoes in Flames. We're gonna be big, mark my words.
So, like I said, no new release reviews this week. Instead, five songs that I've been listening to since I moved. You know the drill. Song name, why I like it. Comment if you like or if you have suggestions for next week.
1) Hollarback Boy - Cobra Starship
First off, I love them in general. Listening to them always makes me feel better. And this will always be one of my favorite by them. True, the song is hilarious, but more than that, it's how I feel about so much. I'm not the kind of girl to get pushed around and I'm not going to make excuses for who I am, what I do, or where I go. No one should have to do that.
2) Keeps Gettin' Better - Christina Augilera
Before you say anything or start to judge me, cyberfriends, please remember the words to the chorus. Understand now? Thought so. But life can only get better, right? (Sue me, I had a really good day and it's showing here ;)) Obviously a good dance song, it makes me feel good.
3) Zydrate Anatomy - Repo! The Genetic Opera
This song just SCREAMS LA to me. Seriously, give it a listen. If you haven't seen Repo, rent it, you need to. It's so much fun. The beat of this song makes me want to get up and move. Despite the words, it's pretty up beat and definitely something you could dancing around to while decorating. Take it from me, I know.
4) Brooklyn is Burning - Head Automatica
Head Auto is amazing and they need to be seen live. This my decree. Brooklyn is Burning has been one of my favs. Again, good beat, which seems to be the unofficial theme today. I like the words too. Definitely a good combo and a well-rounded song.
5) Bloodshot - Jack's Mannequin
First, Andrew McMahon is a genius. The words to this song are so tragic, so amazing. You can't just let life pass you by. No matter what, you have to go out there and live it. Otherwise, it's not worth it.
Today's bonus song is... *insert drumroll here*
Bad Company - Bad Company
Simply classic. It had been stuck in my head pretty much all night. There is nothing wrong with this song. They're on tour this summer and if you get the chance to go see them, do it. It's worth the money. Don't ever question it. As for this song, it will always be my favorite Bad Company song. I love to blast it when I'm driving. Give it a try sometime.
Alrighty cyberpeeps. Time for this girl to get some sleep. Been a busy but fun day and sadly, this redhead has work in the morning. Until my next post, keep your heads held high, music blasting and good times flowing.
Ciao!
I have not listened to this week's new releases, so don't ask. I've got a small playlist that's been stuck in my head and managed to find it's way on to my iPod. But I'll get to that in a minute. First, my wonderful brothers have decided that they wanted a female lead singer in their band so guess who's back in the band business? That's right, me, Fina. God, I'm so excited. Keep your ears ready for Echoes in Flames. We're gonna be big, mark my words.
So, like I said, no new release reviews this week. Instead, five songs that I've been listening to since I moved. You know the drill. Song name, why I like it. Comment if you like or if you have suggestions for next week.
1) Hollarback Boy - Cobra Starship
First off, I love them in general. Listening to them always makes me feel better. And this will always be one of my favorite by them. True, the song is hilarious, but more than that, it's how I feel about so much. I'm not the kind of girl to get pushed around and I'm not going to make excuses for who I am, what I do, or where I go. No one should have to do that.
2) Keeps Gettin' Better - Christina Augilera
Before you say anything or start to judge me, cyberfriends, please remember the words to the chorus. Understand now? Thought so. But life can only get better, right? (Sue me, I had a really good day and it's showing here ;)) Obviously a good dance song, it makes me feel good.
3) Zydrate Anatomy - Repo! The Genetic Opera
This song just SCREAMS LA to me. Seriously, give it a listen. If you haven't seen Repo, rent it, you need to. It's so much fun. The beat of this song makes me want to get up and move. Despite the words, it's pretty up beat and definitely something you could dancing around to while decorating. Take it from me, I know.
4) Brooklyn is Burning - Head Automatica
Head Auto is amazing and they need to be seen live. This my decree. Brooklyn is Burning has been one of my favs. Again, good beat, which seems to be the unofficial theme today. I like the words too. Definitely a good combo and a well-rounded song.
5) Bloodshot - Jack's Mannequin
First, Andrew McMahon is a genius. The words to this song are so tragic, so amazing. You can't just let life pass you by. No matter what, you have to go out there and live it. Otherwise, it's not worth it.
Today's bonus song is... *insert drumroll here*
Bad Company - Bad Company
Simply classic. It had been stuck in my head pretty much all night. There is nothing wrong with this song. They're on tour this summer and if you get the chance to go see them, do it. It's worth the money. Don't ever question it. As for this song, it will always be my favorite Bad Company song. I love to blast it when I'm driving. Give it a try sometime.
Alrighty cyberpeeps. Time for this girl to get some sleep. Been a busy but fun day and sadly, this redhead has work in the morning. Until my next post, keep your heads held high, music blasting and good times flowing.
Ciao!